sedey. . .;'(

ya allah. . .;'( adakah kau tkdirkan ak tok xidop bhgia. . . xley ke ak bhgia even skejap pun jdla. . .;'( asal org len bley je bhgia asl ak xley. . .xlyk ke ak tok bhgia. . . ak ingin nk idop bhgia mcm org len. . .ble ak nk bhgia mst xjd. . . yg jdnye kkecewaan,knpe!!!!!!!!!!!ap slah ak. . . .;'( ak jelez sgt tgk org len bghia,knape x ak. . .?ble wktunye kau akn bt ak bghia ya allah. . . .;'( jjur ak da xhan dgn dugaan ini,hina sgt ke ak. . .teruk sgt ke ak. . . ya allah. . . ;'(,jwblah pertyaan ku ini. . spai ble kau nk uji,asl sume org yg ak syg xley nk bt bhgia spai ble2. . . sdey sgt2 ble org yg kte syg pegi tggalkan kte. . . ak benci ko,tp jaoh disudut ati ak,ak syg ko glerrrrr. . . . ko mmg suke menkan prsaan ak. .knp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jgn penah bg ak hrapan dan janji klau ko sndri xboley nk tnaikan e2 sume, ,, ko da berubah?????????x ko xpenah brubah,ak benci ko!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ko jgn penah muncul dlm idop ak lg. . .jgn menkan prsaan ak lg. . . ko tetap ko yg dulu,xpenah brubah,byk hrapan yg ko bg pd ak,tp mne sume 2!!!!!!!!! ko buang dye jaoh dri idop ko,ko thu slme ni ak syg ko sgt2. . .cume ko dlm ati ak. . . jgn sekse prasaan ak lg. . .skit tau x. . . ya allah,jke btul ko cipta ak utk xidop bhgai dlm dunia ni,ak redho. . . ;'( mgkin ak mmg xlyak tok idop bhgia mcm org len. . .. tp plezzz jgn seksa prsaan ak mcm ni. . tlong jaohkan ak dr sume org. . . hati ak skunk sgt2 terluka. .skit kat uat myb org bley thu. . . tp skit kat dlm xde spae yg thu melainkan kte sndri yg rse mcm mne skitnye. . . ak ikhlas trime sume ni even brat bg ak. . . . ak akn cbe tok trime. . .;'(